Mama

 

 

 

It were de voices in ma head, Dey told me to do it and I could’na  not stop them, they made me mama, they made me do it.

I didna want to, I didna mama, but they made me mama, they made me.

They tole me to do it, and I did as I was tole, you tole me mama to always do as I was tole and I did mama, I did.

I did as I was tole.

I wrote it just like they said mama, the voices, I wrote it mama.

Got a sheet of paper and did just as you said.

I did what you said, mama and did as I was tole. You told me to listen to my elders and do as I was tole, well I did as I was tole mama, I did as you said,  and they are so old, the voices, much older than you mama and I did as I was told by my elders.

I didna mean to hurt you mama, but they tole me to and you told me to listen to my elders and they are so old mama,

So very old mama, so I did as you said and listened, you always said I was not listening but I was, to my elders and I did as I was told mama, I did what you told me to.

I love you mama but I was only doin what I was tole, I tole you too as you bent to kiss me and hug me dat I love you, An I do mama. I love you so much but you tole to me to listen the old ones, “Listen to my elders” and I did mama, I listened to them. But they are old mama, old and grey, old and dark, old and scary, I only took your eyes cause they told me to mama and you told me to do what my elders told me to do.

They are so very old mama.

Mama?

Mama?

Why are you not moving?

I love you Mama.